Ocean Heaven 海洋天堂

Just like any other typical Sunday, I went to the cinema alone to pick a movie to watch. I saw this movie by the name of Ocean Heaven. I have no idea what it is about. The name doesn't even give a hint of what the movie is all about.

Curious over the movie, I went to google it out and to my surprise, the movie stars our Asian action movie hero, Jet Li. I thought it will just be another action packed movie but to my surprise, it is the total opposite! It is a tear jerking drama!

The movie is about the life of a terminally ill father seeking the means to ensure the well-being of his autistic son. Having to deal with autistic kids everyday, I'm very naturally intrigued by the story line. So, I decided to go for the movie.

Halfway through the movie, I was like a cry baby! I couldn't help it but tears keep rolling down my cheek. I can totally relate how frustrated his father was when he knew he is dying but there were no one who can take care of him. How the father patiently teaches the son on some of the important surviving skills during his late days.

Soon, I realized I was sobbing too loud. So I had to hold on to my tears. It is a very very very touching and heart wrenching movie. The ending song of the movie is Shuo Le Zai Jian, 說了再見 by Jay Chou!

Rating : 4 out of 5 stars!!!(maybe slightly more)


Here's the trailer!



Shuo Le Zai Jian, 說了再見 by Jay Chou!

Movies!!!!

I went for a crazy movie streak last 2 weeks. I watched a total of 6 movies. I know I'm crazy but I can't help it. It is my hobby. I'm a total movie buff. LOL!

Out of the 6 movies, I only strongly recommend 2. The other 4..... I'll let you decide after reading my reviews below.

Waste of time. Don't even bother going to watch. I was totally restless in the cinema. It is the first time in my movie watching history that I feel like walking out of the cinema. I don't see the point of the adventure. Actually, I don't see where the adventure is and Sammy is not amazing at all. I went in hoping it will be another Finding Nemo but I was totally disappointed!

Rating : No Stars!

The second movie I wanna talked about about is Dinner for Schmucks. This is a really good movie. It is very entertaining and yet it teaches us about life. Some people might be weird. They might have weird hobbies and interested but that doesn't mean we can make fun of them. They are dreamers! Only those who dare to dream, will succeed in life. I love this movie totally. Paul Rudd and Steve Carell were totally awesome!

Rating : 4 out of 5 stars!

Life As We Know It is another awesome movie. It is about how two strangers who started off with a bad 1st impression on each other but slowly starts to fall for each other. I know the plot is just like any other romantic comedy but this movie gave me a different feeling. Romantic comedies these days doesn't really concentrate in plots that tell the viewers on how those 2 ppl fall for each other. In most romantic comedies, the main characters just suddenly fell in love and we have to accept it. In this movie, I can actually feel the progress of them falling for each other. It is a sweet sensation that I didn't know how to express. Haha...

Rating : 4 out of 5 stars!!

You Again is a very entertaining movie. It is a perfect weekend family movie. If you have got nothing to do and you suddenly feel like watching a movie, You Again is a good choice. The jokes are mild and plot are okay. It turn out not as funny as I thought it will be. Well, nothing much to share with you guys but it is a good weekend movie.

Rating : 2 out of 5 stars

RED is definitely better than The Expendables. Action packed. Good humor. Good scripts. Not many twists. Straight forward movie. A good weekend outing movie. When I saw the trailer, I was really anticipating for the movie. It looks really good but in actual fact, it is not that impactful even with a very strong cast line up. It a good weekend friends outing movie.

Rating : 3 out of 5 stars

This movie is quite a disappointment. I was really looking forward to a good laugh but it turn out quite stupid. I don't even know the plot of the movie. It is not entertaining at all. The only part which is entertaining is the part where they talked about lion and tuna. Other than that, the jokes are amateur. I was also restless in this movie but I survived.

Rating : 0.5 out of 5 stars.........

Kings and Queen of Comedy Asia!

I was there! Haha! It was fantastic. I haven't laughed like that for ages. Can you imagine laughing non stop for 3 hours? It was really good. The experience is outrageous!

Douglas Lim's Babi was definitely the ultimatum of the night. Now whenever I hear the song Baby by Justin Bieber, I'm sure to remember Douglas Lim. His parody for the song should be nominated as one of the best song parody for the year. I really hope someone recorded it and soon we can get it in youtube. Haha...

Hung Le was awesome. He is so vulgar. Every single sentence that came out from his mouth will be linked by a cursing. His jokes were original especially the Cornflakes joke... Seriously it make me wonder why they put a chicken on the box of Cornflakes. Hmmm...

Vir Das is amazing. Birds and Bee... Me too.. I will pay good money to see a bird and a bee doing it. LOL... There are 99 positions in the Karma Sutra and it is not because the man who created it is horny. It is because they tried different positions to find the openings! Wahahahaha....

Harith Iskandar was the last speaker. Everyone loves him. All his jokes are so close to our life as Malaysian. I would love to watch CSI : Malaysia. LOL! The best part was when he joke about the horror movie. There are 2 things you can do when you see your friend doing a head spin; you can either freak out and run or to do a break dance next to your friend. ROFL....

Qumar is still my favourite. He is such a natural joker. The best part was when he open his top and the crowd started cheering, he goes " You are excited over these ar? You must be very deprived." Hahaha... The these he mentioned was actually referring to his boobs. LMAO!!!

I had a crazy time laughing. At the end of the show, everyone got so tired of laughing. I hope we can have this once in a while. It is really some serious stress release therapy.

The Child's Eye 3D

I went to watch this movie today and I was utterly disappointed with it. All the scare tactics were expected. The old tricks that appeared in The Eye were recycled. Nothing really special. There are no unforgettable scenes. When I choose to pay for 3D, I was expecting to scare the hell out of myself but regrettably, that didn't happen at all.

The plot was worst. I don't even know why it is called The Child's Eye. There are no child in the movie. The only child there is a monster which is half dog half human. I know this is fiction but fiction also try to make it more real laaa... How can a half human half dog baby survive? No logic at all. Maybe I'm wrong but I'm seriously disappointed with the movie. Towards the end of the movie, I expect some narrator were to come out to explain to the viewers why is it known as The Child's Eye but there wasn't any explanation at all.

Since The Eye, all of Pang Brothers movie became lame, expected and exaggeratedly fiction. For God sake, it is a horror movie, I would rather you do more of those unexpected scare, like those that come straight to your face when you least expect it. Rather than building it with a soft to loud music and then smack it right into your face when everyone already expected it to happen.

The one thing worth watching in the movie is Rainie Yang because she is real cute.

10-10-10

Since today is 10 October 2010, I think is a good day to blog after being absent for so many weeks. I'm seriously too tired to blog everyday after work. On weekends, I'm just too lazy to do anything. I just wanna go out on weekends and spend some quality time. I love my job now. Makes me feel like myself. :)

I love my 10-10-10.

At 12am, I was still stuck in the jam at KL but this is the first time i enjoyed the traffic jam. By 1230, I was sitting in La Bodega, Pavilion. I enjoyed every moment there. By 2.45am, I was on my way home. After bath, I knocked out and had a rare 8 hours of beauty sleep. By the time I woke up, it is already 1130am. I took a quick bath and rush to the cinema to catch a movie at 1.30pm! The best part was, I smuggles McD into the cinema. Haha! I spend the next 4 hrs in the cinema watching 2 movies back to back.

The first one was Legend Of The Guardians: The Owl Of Ga'hoole.

It is a beautiful movie. It has everything a movie should have. At one point, I think it is better than Avatar. The plot was very simple but there were many values behind it. I also love the theme song "To The Sky" by Owl City!

The second movie was The Switch by Jennifer Aniston and Jason Bateman.

I think this is the best movie by Jennifer Aniston. I love the script and how the plot development in the movie. Some of the lines in the movie actually touched my heart. I love it.

It has been a long time since I last felt so contented with both the movies that I'd watched in a day.

After the movies, I came home and did some chores. Now I'm here blogging, listening to the song that was stuck in my head since last night, "I Wanna Know" by Joe.

Joe - I Wanna Know (Official Music Video). Watch more top selected videos about: Joe

How I wish every weekend is just like this weekend. =)

My Job At The Autism Centre!

My apologies for not updating my blog for the past 4 days. I was too busy. Every morning I leave house at 6am and I'm home after 7pm. After dinner and some msn chatting, I need to go to bed around 10. Crazy schedule right? But I'm enjoying it....

Let me tell you about my job. My job is basically nursery teacher. As I'm still in the observing stage, I do not have any direct experience in teaching the kids but I'm doing my best during play time. Hahaha.... The best part of this job is when the kids smile to you, you just forgot what you are suppose to do next. Crap right? I need more practice.

Okla.. This is just a short entry about my job. I need to go sleep now. Need to wake up early tomorrow morning! I'll tell you guys more next time! :D

September Is Here! Wish Me All The Best!

Tomorrow will be my 1st day at work! Boys and Girls! Wish me all the best la! Haha! I know I'm damn thick skin because I keep asking for wishes but I know even though I don't ask, you guys will also wish me. Haha! Thanks for your wishes! :D

Tomorrow is also the start of a new month! So if August treat you badly, September will bring the best to you! All the best to you boys and girls as well! :D

Here's another Garfield comic to cheer up your September! :D

Happy 53rd Independence Day Malaysia

Tonight at 12am, we, the proud nation of Malaysia will gather to celebrate our beloved country's 53rd Year Independence Day. Even though we celebrate it every year, but this historical day will forever remain as the day we all will rejoice for the rest of our life.

Let's wish Malaysia!

"SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN KE-53!"
"HAPPY 53rd INDEPENDENCE DAY!"

As a gift to all my readers, I've compile all the Petronas Merdeka ad for the past 10 years. I had to admit, they were fantastic!

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It seems like in 2001, they repeated they Why Do I Like My House ad. If you can find, please let me know so I can post it up. :D

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2008



It seems that in 2009 they repeated Tan Hong Ming's ad. I couldn't find any in youtube. If you can find, please let me know so I can post it up. :D

2010

Hope you guys enjoy it! Any error please notify me! :D

I GOT THE JOB!

Wow! I'm so happy now! I feel like dancing! Hahahahaha~!

Just after I publish my previous post, my phone rang and I'm hired! This is like the best day in my life since graduation! Hahahaha~!

Can't wait for Wednesday to come. It will be my first day at work! Kids! Wait for me! Wing gor gor is coming! :D

This is a cool parody. LOL.

My 2nd Interview

I think everything went well today. Still I'm lacking some initiative to go and play with the kids but it was fun. One of the kid, Mattheus actually wanted to play with me instead of his teacher. Haha. The best part was he bring me to the toilet and called it the loading bay. Haha. Apparently, the teacher told me it is called the pretend play session. Well he even said the bath tub was a boat. Nice. I didn't think I had such creativity when I was their age. There is this other boy by the name of Ethan that kept looking at me. Do I remind him of Thomas the Train? LOL. But I still find myself quite hesitant whenever I wanted to play with them, maybe I just didn't know what's the right thing to do. The teachers there were fun but I felt myself a little bit unfriendly which is not my usual self. Well, am I expecting too much from myself? I guess I am. Haha...

I'm still waiting for the call to see if I'm hired. Fingers crossed. I hope they take me. I really do! =)

Anyway, I just finished watching Tales From Earthsea. It is a friendship movie between a prince and a dragon girl. It speaks about life and how people fear death but without death there is no life. So in short, we have to live like we are dying. Do not be afraid of dying as long as you live each day doing what you want to do and should do! It is good. Studio Ghibli never disappoints me. :D

Nervous Night!

I'm having my 2nd interview tomorrow morning at 830am! I promise myself that I will not disappoint myself again! I hope I can keep to my words! Ish! I just have to do my best! I know I can do it! Yes! I can do it! Wish me good luck guys! :D

Here's a nice comic to thank you guys for the best of luck wishes! :P

I Just Want To Be Happy - Battling Stress (Part 4)

Stress is closing on all of us. We cannot make stress go away, there are some things we can do to reduce our stress levels and make us happier and more productive.

Here are 20 things you can do to reduce stress :

1. Instead of saying "I have to..", change it to "I get to..."
Small business writer Don Doman, author of Out of Work? Get Into Business and Look Before You Leap : Market Research Made Easy, says that when he is packed and has too many things in hand, he start using the phrase, "I get to.." for all his task. Even the most difficult task seem easier and less stressful. It seems like a reward each time he complete a task. By substituting that feeling that you "have" to do something to you "get" to do something, you have reduced some pressure and stress!

2. Write It Down
Putting your thoughts down on paper or on computer (just like me), can transfer your emotions from your mind to something more tangible. After writing it down, you can crumble the piece of paper and throw it away. Better still, you can light it up and let your problems go up in smoke!

3. Exercise or Sports
Get yourself up and exercise for just a couple of minute a day can reduce stress tremendously. If you can get away for some sports, that is even better. While exercising, think about nice, comfortable thoughts and throw your problems away!

4. Breathe Deeply
Headache expert Dr Jeffry Finnigan in his book, Life Beyond Headaches, says that one of the main key to a healthy body is by getting sufficient oxygen. Close your eyes and breathe deeply and slowly. If you can spare 10 minutes to do the breathe deeply exercise a few times a day, you can reduce your stress level significantly.

5. Eat Plenty of Oranges
Scientists have discovered that vitamin C can reduce the production of stress hormones. Eat an orange a day to keep the stress away. Of course, there are other foods rich in vitamin C like broccoli, tomatoes, strawberries, potatoes, grapefruit and cataloupe melon.

6. Make Yourself At Home
Personalise your workspace by surrounding it with family photographs, plants and flower. Familiar objects help you to relax.

7. Play with toys
Keep some toys with you. When you play with them, they give you something physical and mental to do at the same time and it helps to reduce anxiety.

8. Singing!
Singing relaxes the body and helps you breathe better!

9. Listen to Music
When you listen to music, your breathing automatically slows and deepens. It also increases your serotonin level which is also known as the feel good chemical. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter in our brains that affects our feelings happiness, comfort and relaxation.

10. Watch a Funny Video
Laughter is the best medicine. Just like singing, laughing enable you to get more oxygen into your lungs.

11. Tackle The Most Stressful Tasks First
When you are most alert, it is best to tackle the most difficult tasks first.

12. Reduce Multi Tasking
Reduce the number of tasks and it will lower your tension and stress level. Learn how to say No if your hands are really full and there are no space for more work.

13. Mix with Positive People
When you are surrounded by positive people, you will be choke with positive vibes that will obviously reduce your stress level.

14. Get Yourself a Sweet Treat!
Eating sweet foods can reduce your anxiety and stress. Bedtime snacks are also good. Carbs before bed can release serotonin and help you sleep better.

15. Have Sufficient Sleep
One of the best and basic way to reduce stress is by having enough sleep. Lack of sleep increases the level of cortisol, a stress hormone.

16. Having A Pet
Pets can provide excellent social support, stress relief and other health benefits. Pets make you happy and also loves to accompany you all the time!

17. Go For A Massage
Getting a good massage can help you relax and release tension.

18. Go For A Vacation
Vacations play a big role in stress management, productivity and health. Unfortunately, many people don't take vacations due to time or money constraints. Well, we can always take mini vacations like a quiet day off or be a hotel guest!

19. Catch a Movie
Catching a movie is my favourite way to reduce stress. When you are watching a movie, your mind is focus on the screen, giving you a break on the problems you are facing.

20. Know More About Stress
Read a book, surf online or watch a documentary about it. You will discover that there are many ways to manage your stress and cope with stressful situations.

Found this funny comic strip to share with you guys. Hopefully it helps to reduce some stress!

I Just Want To Be Happy - Battling Stress (Part 3)

Just in case you miss Part 2, click here.

Stress is your body's reaction to all the demands placed on it.

Just like Newton's 3rd Law, Action = Reaction.

Action is equivalent to your source of stress and reaction is the form of stress you are facing.

By increasing your ability to listen to your body's signals, you can begin to manage your stress more effectively.

You might be wondering how can you listen to yourself? Well, basic awareness is your key. The sound of stress will come in 3 different form of reactions which is physical, mental and emotional. As long as you know where your stress is concentrated in your body, you can identify the most appropriate way to manage it.

Physical Stress
You can hear your physical stress through aches, pains, and discomforts like headache,insomnia, increasing blood pressure, stomach upset, faster heartbeat and increased sweating. Paying attention to your health will prevent your physical stress from getting worst. Commit on a daily exercise that suits you is the best prevention. Eat nutritiously, get enough sleep and rest are also good to reduce a your physical stress level. Always use the deep breathing technique to calm your body: close your eyes, and take a slow inhale through your nose, expanding your body then exhale through your nose slowly. Repeat this technique a few times until calmness sets in.

Mental Stress
Much to your surprise that mental stress is actually from the internal It is your favourite self talk session that is causing all the mental reaction which drowns you into mental stress. You can deny that self talk is like your favourite radio station that never runs out of things to talk about. Every time when you tune in to this voice, you will be shocked that most of the contents are negative. You will discover that self talk are filled with complaints, insecurities, grudges, remorse, frustration, disappointments, drowning you and sabotaging your best efforts. Catch it, stop it and eliminate it if possible. Try to change your negative self talk moments to positive self talk sessions by counteract it with repetitive positive statements like "Tonight's gonna be a good night" or "I'm very confident to take on any challenges I might face today!"

Emotional Stress
If you found yourself being angry, agitated, irritated, disappointed, frustrated, sad or afraid, those are most probably your reaction towards emotional stress. Speaking might be the most efficient way to manage your emotional stress. By talking to someone you trust, you will reduce your stress level dramatically. With a reduce stress level, you can deal with the situation in a much more healthy way. When you find yourself ready to talk to the person that causes all the stress, speak with high emotional intelligence. Talk about how you feel without pointing fingers at the other party.

Garfield found a way to manage his stress and I think it is the most effective way ever!

It is near impossible to remove stress from your life but with well-managed stress management, you are controlling your stress rather than letting it control you. Once you are in control, you will find yourself more focus and relax.

In Part 4, I'll discuss about ways to battle stress.

I Just Want To Be Happy - Battling Stress (Part 2)

Just in case you miss Part 1, click here.

We need to endure different stress in different stages of our life.

When we were young, we went through stress like exam stress and puppy love stress.

As we got older, when we started working, we were hit by stress in all aspect because our life was still a rocking boat voyage. We had work stress, relationship stress, family stress, money stress, friendship stress, responsibility stress and stress due to our uncertainties in life.

I found this interesting cartoon on work stress from http://positivesharing.com/

As we settled down in our life, got married and had a strong career, we had children stress, commitment stress, for men - wife stress and for women - husband stress.

When we got older, our children all grown up, we got stressed up over our child's issues.

Stress can really hurt us badly in many ways. At work, they decreases our quality of work and our effectiveness goes down drastically. In relationship, we pick up unnecessary fights with our partners, friends and family because we are emotional and easily provoke. At certain point, we might even start to neglect our job and our relationship. Stress can give you sleepless nights and also recurring headaches.

Do you know that negativity causes unnecessary stress? For example, when you generalize things, it makes life miserable. Women always have this thinking that all rich men will have a second wife. So does that mean all women must find a poor husband? Men always think that all women are materialistic. So does that mean poor men can't have a wife? It makes life miserable when you make conclusions like that, it creates unnecessary stress.

I have got this one negative statement that came from a friend of mine that totally blows me off my mind. He was fetching me to dinner one night. It was about to rain. We were driving around looking for a car park. I saw a space which is quite a distance from the eating place. I told my friend about and he gave me this answer that seriously drives me mad. He said, "I'm not so stupid to park so far because it is going to rain and when it rains while we are leaving, you will most probably ask me to walk to my car and drive over to fetch you." I replied, "What makes you think so?" He replied me, "All human also like that." I was totally disappointed with him. I personally think it is a very negative statement. Maybe he had this bad experience before but not everyone is like that.

Here's another situation. I was talking to a friend of mine about my recent change in life. I told her she can also do it. Just by sitting at home will not make any difference to her life. After some debate with her, she told me, "I'm happy for you that you can do what you love but you don't know my situation." I think it is normal for me not to understand her situation but what is destructive here is when she pretend she had no choice just by constantly giving herself excuses. Moreover, there are no reasons for me to understand her situation if she chooses to stay in her unnecessary stressful condition.

Why do we need to handle stress? A stress-free like is a happy life. =)

Here is something for you to release stress...

In Part 3, we will talk about managing stress. ;)

I Just Want To Be Happy - Battling Stress (Part 1)

"STRESS ARHHH...."

Months back, I always have this unwelcome, eye-soring phrase stated in my Facebook. The first time I had this phrase posted, many people comment on it asking me what happen. The second time I posted it, less people came. Until the most recent time when I had it posted again, my friend Nat came and scolded me telling me that I'm not the only person who is stress and the phrase is releasing negative vibes to the people who are reading it. From that moment onwards, I stop posting it.

Stress is something in life that we cannot escape. Regardless of where we are or what we do, we face with stress which comes in different shapes and sizes.

When you look at the word stress, there are 2 sides to it. Regularly, you will see the comparison between stressed and desserts. Both drive you mad but one depresses you and the other makes you ask for more.

If you break up the alphabets, you may see stress as

S = Sensational
T= Thrilling
R = Rewarding
E = Excellent
S = Spectacular
S = Splendid

OR

S = Scared
T = Terrified
R = Regret
E = Empty
S = Sadness
S = Sorrow

It all depends on how you want to look at it. No matter how you look at it, the stress is still there. Here's a little something for you to figure out. Think of other words to substitute S,T,R,E,S,S. Divide them to positive and negative. Trust me, you can find more positive words than negative words. It took me less den 5 minutes to get the positive list out, but it took me half an hour to get the negative ones!

A wise person once told me, stress is divided into 2 big category; Good Stress and Bad Stress.

Good stress is the stress in life that you can see improvements in life after the stress is over. Good stress is also necessary stress in life to keep you going! For example, work stress is a good stress because for every time you stress over a deadline and when you hit it, the feelings of achievement is worth every stress you were force to put through. Another example of stress is the unconditional love that parents had for children. Parents stress up their whole life bringing up their children but when they see their children, walk, and talk and grew up, it is the most beautiful thing that can ever happen.

Bad stress is the killer. Bad stress is unnecessary. Bad stress do no good to you and yet you can't do anything to remove it. For example, you are stuck in a traffic jam that you don't even know what causes the jam. Or you are married to an idiotic husband that even after divorcing him, you still share a kid with him.

Necessary stress keep you moving forward while unnecessary stress drives you mad!

All the better that you can turn bad stress to good stress. Nobody would want bad stress to linger in their life.

In Part 2, I will discuss on types of stress we might end up with and how negativity brings about unnecessary stress.

Canon Camera Thailand Ad - You're My Inspiration

Lovely ad. I just love their background music selection. It always amazed me. =)

Girls Never Listen! LOL!

This is a real funny one! Girls never listen!



So to all girls out there, listen to your bf!

I Just Want To Be Happy - Problems Solving

To some people, being happy means putting aside all their problems and live life to the fullest. But to me, putting aside the problems means making me more unhappy in the future because I know everyday we face with different problems and if we keep it aside, the problem will someday resurface and by then, you will have more problem to solve. This is what I regard as simplifying difficult situations. You group them all together and throw it aside hoping someday something will happen and help you solve some of it. Well, at least I think some people think this is the best method.

To me, problems are meant to be solve so we don't have to live each day wondering when the problem will come back to me again. I've been reading quite a lot these days and one of the books that I've been reading is Follow Your Heart by Andrew Matthews. I know it is an old book but it is worth every second of your time.

There was this particular section in which he talk about job. When you are in a job that you don't like it, is either you make yourself love your job or you quit your job. I actually apply this particular theory in problem solving. It is either I learn how to like the problem or I just quit the problem. Well, in most of cases, I quit the problem because I don't see how I will like a problem. To some of your readers, you might think, isn't throwing away the problem is synonymous with putting the problems aside? Well, I have to agree that they do have resemblance but they are not exactly the same.

When you throw the problems away, first, you need to find a way to throw it away then you need to solve the situation the problem brought you into. For example,

Problem : I've got no money and the creditors are at my door step
How to throw: Throw away your hesitation and start moving
Solution : Get a job!

When you put the problems aside, it means

Problem : I've got no money and the creditors are at my door step
How to put it aside : Run and hide

Now you see the difference? This just an example, it can be apply to many different situations.

If you are against my thoughts, kindly do let me know. I'm open for discussion and comments. This is just something that came across my mind that I wish to share with everyone. Kindly share your thoughts with me and with my readers. =)

擦肩而過 Ca Jian Er Guo (A Brief Encounter) by 李聖傑 Sam Lee

This is one of the all time best emo hits by Sam Lee. I knew it it going to be my K song the moment I heard it. Haha!

我愛著誰　愛到我有點醉
wo ai zhe shei ai dao wo you dian zhui
告訴我你是誰　能夠把我讓我變不對
gao su wo ni shi shei neng gou ba wo rang wo bian bu dui
你不會累　但我卻愛你愛到好累
ni bu hui lei dan wo que ai ni ai dao hao lei
從沒有為了誰　不顧安危付出一切
cong mei you wei le shei bu gu an wei fu chu yi qie

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站在這平衡點　我還是覺得有點危險
zhan zai zhe ping heng dian, wo hai shi jue de you dian wei xian
或許是看不見　只能夠靠感覺
huo xu shi kan bu jian, zhi neng gou kao gan jue

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他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren, ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
ni dui wo shuo, wo men zhi shi ca jian er guo
好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
hao de nan ren you na me duo, shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
wo bu hui zai rang ni ji mo, ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
ni ting wo shuo, yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo, zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou, wo de wen rou pei ni du guo


你聽我說　你不要這麼做
ni ting wo shuo, ni bu yao zhe me zuo
你不要看著我　說你已經知道怎麼做
ni bu yao kan zhe wo shuo ni yi jing zhi dao zen me zuo
你很難受　我願意陪你一起承受
ni hen nan shou, wo yuan yi pei ni yi qi cheng shou
只要你不怕痛　再多坎坷我都陪你走
zhi yao ni bu pa tong zai duo kan ke wo dou pei ni zou

repeat *,** and **


Translation

Who's that someone that I love, loved until I was a little drunk
Tell me who you are, able to make me doesn't feel right
You're never tired, but I've loved you to the point of exhaustion
I've never risked my own safety and sacrificed everything for someone

I'm standing at the equilibrium point, but I still feel it's a little dangerous
Maybe it's because I can't see hence I can only use my intuition

He's not a good man, and is not a good lover either
You told me we are just two people who had a brief encounter
There are so many good men out there; without him, you can still lead a life
I will no longer make you feel lonely, and I won't let you be further hurt
Listen to me, you must learn how to live well

Even if the future has many wrongs, at least you'll have my greeting and my warmth, to accompany you.

Listen to me, you shouldn't do this
Don't look at me and say you already know what to do
You feel pain, and I'm willing to bear the pain with you
As long as you're not afraid to get hurt, I'll walk with you no matter how difficult life will be

我愛的人 Wo Ai De Ren (The Person I Love) by 陳小春 Jordan Chan

This is another of my K song. Haha. I love Jordan's song. So emotional. Suits me because I'm an emo person. LOL. I prefer the other original MTV but somehow the video is no longer available in youtube for our country. Grrrr!

我知道故事不會太曲折
wo zhi dao gu shi bu hui tai qu zhe
我總會遇見一個什麼人
wo zong hui yu jian yi ge shen me ren
陪我過沒有了她的人生
pei wo guo mei you le ta de ren sheng
成家立業之類的等等
cheng jia li ye zhi lei de deng deng


*
她做了她覺得對的選擇
ta zuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze
我只好祝福她真的對了
wo zhi hao zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
愛不到我最想要愛的人
ai bu dao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
誰還能要我怎樣呢
shui hai neng yao wo zhen yang ne


我愛的人 不是我的愛人
wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren
她心裡每一寸 都屬於另一個人
ta xin li mei yi cun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
她真幸福 幸福得真殘忍
ta zhen xin fu xin fu de zhen can ren
讓我又愛又恨 她的愛怎麼那麼深
rang wo you ai you hen ta de ai zen me na me shen


我的愛人 她已有了愛人
wo de ai ren ta yi you le ai ren
從他們的眼神 說明了我不可能
cong ta men de yan shen shuo ming le wo bu ke neng
每當聽見 她或他說(我們)
mei dang ting jian ta huo ta shuo (wo men)
就像聽見愛情 永恆的嘲笑聲
jiu xiang ting jian ai qing yong heng de chao xiao sheng

repeat *


Translation:

I know a story will not be so complicated
I will definitely find someone
To accompany me in a life without her
Settle down, build career and everything else

She's made the choice that she thinks is right
I can only give her my blessings that she is right
I can't love the person that I really want to love
Who still want me? What can I do?

The person I love is not my lover
Every inch in her heart belong to another person
She's really happy and this happiness is very cruel
Makes me love and hate her. How can her love be so deep?

The person I love has a lover
From their eyes, it says that it's impossible for me
Every time I hear they say 'we'
It's just like hearing love, laughing at me, eternally

My Daily Routine

This is what I do everyday....

Wake up
Brush Teeth
Makan
Watch TV
Makan
Watch TV
Makan
Watch TV
Brush Teeth
Sleep

Interesting right?

2nd Interview!

Today is the best day in my life. I got a call from Stepping Stones and I've been asked to go for a second interview! Yay~! This time round, I'm not going to let myself down again. I will not return being disappointed with myself! Really happy. It is like a dream come true. It was just yesterday that I was blogging and ranting about me being disappointed with myself in my performance on my 1st interview but today, I got the call and it felt so much relieved now! Tonight can sleep well already. Hehe!

取消資格 Chui Siu Ji Gak (Disqualify) by 陳小春 Jordan Chan

I remember this song was like my ultimate karaoke song. A must to sing each time I go for karaoke session with my friends. The best song ever. :D



*
老友看見我　也會驚訝
lou yao hon kin ngo ya wui keng nga
平日杯酒不沾　今晚總喝不厭
peng yat put chao pat chi kam man zhong hot pat yim
淺灰色煙圈　浸沒了我的臉
qin fui sek yin huen cham mut liu ngo tek lin
寧願聽舊笑話　安慰可免則免
ling yuen teng kao siu wa on wai ho min chat min

我說我愛你　夠份量了嗎
ngo suet ngo oi nei kao fun leung liu ma
我努力試探你　接受我的真心可以嗎
ngo lou lik si tam nei jip sao ngo tek chan sam ho yi ma
我太過愛你　你會被我嚇怕　不是嗎
ngo tai kor oi nei nei wui pei ngo hak pa pat si ma
怎麼你眼裡只得他　
cham me ni ngan lui ji tuck da
我也不知道
ngo ya pat ji dou

**
如今這算甚麼　你是否非他不嫁
yu gam che suen sam mo nei si fao fei da pat ga
當選了是他　我認輸都不可怕
tong suen liu si da ngo ying hsu dou pat ho ba
最怕其實被取消資格
chui ba kei sat pei chui siu ji gak
還不知道　拼命掙扎
wan pat ji dou peng meng chan chak

如今這算甚麼　我是否這麼討厭
yu gam che suen sam mo ngo si fao che mo dou yim
只知道付出　以後都不知怎算
chi ji dou fu chut yi hao dou pat ji cham suen
最怕其實是輸得很遠
chui ba gei sat si hsu tuck han yuen
還不知道　惹人生厭
wan pat ji dou ye yan sang yim

repeat * and **

多麼想知道
do mo seung ji dou

repeat **

I'm My Own Grandpa by Ray Stevens

Many, many years ago, when I was twenty-three,
I was married to a widow who was pretty as could be.
This widow had a grown-up daughter who had hair of red.
My father fell in love with her, and soon they, too, were wed.

This made my dad my son-in-law and really changed life,
My daughter was my mother, cause she was my father's wife.
To complicate the matter, even though it brought me joy,
I soon became the father of a bouncing baby boy.

My little baby then became a brother-in-law to Dad,
And so became my uncle, though it made me very sad.
For if he was my uncle, then that also made him brother
Of the widow's grown-up daughter, who, of course, was my stepmother.

Father's wife then had a son who kept him on the run,
And he became my grandchild, for he was my daughter's son.
My wife is now my mother's mother, and it makes me blue,
Because, although she is my wife, she's my grandmother, too.

Now if my wife is my grandmother, then I'm her grandchild,
And every time I think of it, it nearly drives me wild,
For now I have become the strangest case you ever saw
As husband of my grandmother, I am my own grandpa!

I'm my own grandpa.
I'm my own grandpa.
It sounds funny, I know, but it really is so,
Oh, I'm my own grandpa.

愛很簡單 Ai Hen Jian Dan (Love is Simple) by 陶喆 David Tao

忘了是怎麼開始
wang le shi zen me kai shi
也許就是對你有一種感覺
ye xu jiu shi dui ni you yi zhong gan jue
忽然間發現自己
hu ran jian fa xian zi ji
已深深愛上你, 真的很簡單
yi shen shen ai shang ni zhen de hen jian dan

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
ai de di an tian hei dou yi wu suo wei
是是非非無法決擇
shi shi fei fei wu fa jue ze
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨
mei you hou hui wei ai ri ye qu gen sui
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~
na ge feng kuang de ren shi wo... Ohh~

I love you~ 無法不愛你baby
I love you~ wu fa bu ai ni baby
說你也愛我
shuo ni ye ai wo
I love you~ 永遠不願意baby 失去你
I love you~ yong yuan bu yuan yi baby shi qu ni

不可能更快樂, 只要能在一起
bu ke neng geng kuai le zhi yao neng zai yi qi
做什麼都可以
zuo shen me dou ke yi
雖然世界變個不停
sui ran shi jie bian ge bu ting
用最真誠的心, 讓愛變的簡單
yong zui zhen cheng de xin rang ai bian de jian dan

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
ai de di an tian hei dou yi wu suo wei
是是非非無法決擇
shi shi fei fei wu fa jue ze
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨
mei you hou hui wei ai ri ye qu gen sui
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~
na ge feng kuang de ren shi wo... Ohh~

I love you, 一直在這裡陪
I love you, yi zhi zai zhe li pei
一直在愛你
yi zhi zai ai ni
I love you, oh yes I do
永遠都不放棄, 這愛你的權利
yong yuan bu fang qi, zhe ai ni de quan li

如果你還有一些困惑
ru guo ni hai you yi xie kun hou
Oh no~ 請貼, 我的心傾聽
Oh no~ qing tie wo de xin qing ting
聽我說著 - 愛你, Yes I do
ting wo zhuo zhe - ai ni, Yes I do

I love you, Oh yes I do

一直在這裡陪, 一直在愛你
yi zhi zai zhe li pei, yi zhi zai ai ni
I love you
永遠都不放棄, 這愛你的權利
yong yuan bu fang qi, zhe ai ni de quan li


Translation:

I've forgotten how it started
Maybe it was when I had some feelings for you
And I suddenly discovered within myself
That falling deeply in love with you, really very simple

Being completely lost in love also doesn't really matter anymore
Because whether right or wrong, it's not known
Not regretting following love day and night
That crazy person is me...Oh~

I love you~
Unable to not love you baby
Say you love me too
I love you~
I'm not willing baby, to ever lose you

There's no way to be any happier, as long as we can be together
It doesn't matter what we do
Although the world keeps changing
We'll use our most true heart to let love become simple

Being completely lost in love already doesn't matter anymore
Whether right or wrong, its not known
Not regretting following love day and night
That crazy person is me...Oh~

I love you, I'll always be with you
Always loving you
I'll never give up, the right to love you

If you still have some confusion
Oh no~ please listen to my heart closely
Listen to me say - I love you, Yes I do

I love you, I'll always be with you
I'll never give up, the right to love you

Autistic Yet Artistic

I saw good news today in The Star. Local television will be airing a programme that tells the story of special children who fight their way through thick and thin in their life. The Project Sunshine production will be air in NTV7! The story of two autistic boys, Clarence Kang Zhang Wei and Mohd Adam Ezany will be shared in the 30-minute programme.

Here's the article from the Star. Autistic yet artistic

Petronas 2004 Deeparaya ad

This is a good one! Haha! Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Deepavali to all! :D

Pray For You by Jarod and The Long Road to Love

I haven't been to church since I don't remember when
Things were going great til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you can't go hating others who have done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are honey, I pray for you

I'm really glad I found my way to church
Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for the words
Yeah I'm going take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you

I pray your tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,
wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
I pray for you

Autism in Malaysia

I'm not sure if anyone of you knows what is Autism. Recently, I've been doing a lot of reading and thinking about Autism. I've been looking for jobs in Autism Centre but there is one thing that is very sad about Autism in Malaysia. I don't think it is properly taken care of. Before I go deeper into why I think Autism is not properly taken care of in Malaysia, let me do a brief explanation to you guys on what Autism is.

Autism is classified by the American Psychiatric Association as a Pervasive Development Disorder (APA, 1994). It is defined by symptoms appearing before the age of three, which reflect delayed or abnormal development in three areas; language development, social skills and behavioral repertoire. Many children with autism are also mentally retarded, but the presence and severity of specific symptoms and degree of mental retardation is quite variable. Aside from sharing problems in the above areas, children with autism are quite different from each other. Some are affectionate, some do have pretend play, some speak fairly well, and some do very little self-stimulating. While the cause of autism is usually unknown, there are some conditions known to be associated with it. In several studies of genetic abnormalities, 12% to 20% of children with fragile-X syndrome were autistic. Autism is associated with neurofibromatosis, phenylketonuria, Cornelia de Lange syndrome, Hydrocephalus, Duchene Muscular Dystrophy, Rett syndrome, Williams syndrome, and Tuberous Sclerosis (Huebner, 1992).

Most autistic children have language disorder. One of the best ways to identify an autistic child is by studying a child’s language development. According to the book, Autistic Children: A Guide for Parents and Professionals by Lorna Wing, autistic children tend to repeat phrases they hear from other people, with the correct pronunciation, accent and tone that was used by the original speaker. When he tries to say things which he has thought out for himself, his pronunciation may be very poor indeed. Autistic children have trouble with the same sound that bothers young normal children, such as “s”, “th”, “sh”. Autistic children often miss off the end of words or used fragment of words example, “li” for “lid” and “bicle” for “bicycle”. Autistic children may muddle the order of letters inside words, for example, “accitt” for “attic”, “diccifult” for “difficult” and “pasghetti” for “spaghetti”. The order of words in sentences maybe reversed, such as “put bed on blanket” and “have strawberry shake milk”. Normal children may have this problem only for a brief of time but soon they will learn the proper use of pronouns. When we truly understand autistic children, it is not surprising that they have this problem. The real mystery is how normal children learn to use the words correctly so quickly.

In short, Autism is like a kind of disorder that is happening to children. The possibility of a kid having it is not high but you can't treat it like it never exists. With early intervention, these kids have a chance to lead a better life. If you educate them the right way and let the expert do the teaching, an autistic child is just as lovable as any normal kids.

Here's an illustration I found from www.elainechen.com that depicts the behaviour of Autistic Children.

For the past few weeks, I've been doing quite a lot of research on autism. It is sorry to say that Malaysian should be more serious with Autism. If you google for Autism centre in Malaysia, you can only find a handful of autism centres in Malaysia. Out of the few, there is only 1 or 2 who are active. They don't respond to your call. They don't respond to your emails. Worst of all, if you google "Autism Centre in Malaysia", you can get post as early as 2005 as the top 5 search results. No wonder people I was told that Malaysia is a country with first world outlook but with third world thinking citizens. Are road accidents the only thing that Malaysian is not ignoring? The best part is, most Autism centres are fun by mat salleh.

Just as promised, if you keep reading my blog, I'll tell you what my Master research will be. Yup. It is on Autistic children. I've not settled for a research topic but my main research will be Language Disorder Among Autistic Children. I think this is a very interesting topic to research on. To be honest, I was introduced to the term Autism just a few months back when my buddy, Adam became a therapist in Autism Centre. I think the centre he had been working in is the most active that I've seen so far. The centre's name is Stepping Stone. It is situated at Bangsar.I went for an interview at the centre last week and now I'm waiting for result. I really hope I could get in to the centre so I can have some exposure to Autistic Children before my research start early next year. I did quite badly on the interview. I'm very disappointed with myself but I'm not giving up on it! If I really want it, I have to fight for it!*Fingers crossed*

TVB Series Can't Buy Me Love 公主嫁到

Yay! The TVB drama I've been waiting for is out! Since last year, I've been waiting for this drama, Can't Buy Me Love. In chinese is 公主嫁到 (Gong Zhu Ga Dou). The cast is extravagant. Leading the drama is Moses Chan and Charmaine Sheh. Other casts includes Linda Chung, Raymond Wong, Kenneth Ma, Fala Chen, Lee Heung Kam, Susanna Kwan, Sharon Chan, Edwin Siu, Elaine Yiu and so many more. The trailer looks funny. The producer Mui Siu Ching has always been known for her romantic comedies. So at last now it is here!

The drama is set during the Tang Dynasty of China, Can't Buy Me Love tells the story of the Third Princess of the Tang Emperor (Charmaine Sheh), who is beautiful but very unreasonable therefore, no one wants to marry her. The Kam family is the largest gold manufacturer in Chang'an but because they are deceived, the business runs into troubles. The second son of the Kam family Kam Tuo Luk (Moses Chan) has to marry the Third Princess to save the family business. For more info, check the wiki link!

Being a typical TVB drama, I will be expecting a lot of dramas and funny scenes. Haha. With the astounding casts, I believe all the scenes in this drama will be well delivered. If you want to watch it, leave a message, I've got ways to watch it. Haha. Cannot reveal here! :P

Petronas 2010 Malaysia 53rd Year Independence Day Celebration ad

Here's the latest Petronas 2010 ad for Malaysia 53rd year Independence Day celebration. I can already spot what is missing in the ad just by the first look at it. Can you spot it? Yup, the Yasmin Ahmad touch is missing.



For those of you who do not know who Yasmin Ahmad is, she is the one who brought us this award winning ad.

Steve Jobs' Inspirational Speech

This is one of the best speech that I've ever heard. Steve Jobs did this speech at Stanford College graduation. I would like to share it with all of you. Hoping that it will help some of you out there who is still lost and searching. Enjoy!

The Last Message

While Sam was driving,

*TEET*

"I felt that we are slowly becoming strangers to each other more than when we first met. Last time you used to message me asking me how am I and how's my day but these days you don't do it anymore. I feel that something has already gone missing between us."

Sam read the message and let out a huge sigh.

"I seriously do not know what you want from me," Sam thought.

Half a year ago, Sam met up with an old friend, June through facebook. They got along quite well and things began to progress between them. As days gone by, from total strangers, they became close friends. They exchanged almost 50 messages a day. Even on the day they met up after not having seen each other for 10 years, everything went well between them. Sam felt that he had developed some special feelings for her. Sam did told June about him having good feelings for her but June told Sam that they needed time to get to know each other more. Time flies. Their bond became stronger but both were too afraid to make any move.

Three months ago Sam did the incredible. He confessed to her but June was too afraid to accept him. It was her first love. She wanted it perfect and she was afraid that Sam still couldn't forget his ex-girlfriend that hurt him badly. She was afraid that Sam will compare her to his ex-girlfriend. So in the end, June told Sam that she needed more time to think over it. Sam also thought it was a good idea because he just graduated and his life now is uncertain. Since June needed more time, Sam also thinks he should use the time to build his steps to his career before getting into a relationship. So Sam and June became very close friends that constantly accompany each other and seeing each other happy makes them happy.

A month ago, when Sam had already found a steady job, he was able to find more time to speak to June. He tend to spend most of his free time messaging June and chatting with her on MSN but he didn't realized that June felt pressured by him spending too much time with her.

On MSN one evening,

June: You seem weird these days...
Sam: Huh? How?
June: You seem like forcing an answer from me...
Sam: No.. I'm not.
June: I told you I'll give you the answer once I'm ready. Please stop forcing me.
Sam: I'm not.
June: Yes you are. Action speaks louder than words. Your action these days are like forcing me to be your girlfriend.
Sam: No... I don't have such intention.
June: I think you do.
Sam: OK! Since you said so, then I stop lo.
June: Yes. My exams are around the corner. I do not want to be distracted.
Sam: OK. I will try not to distract you.
June: How are you going to do that?
Sam: My actions from now onwards will tell lo. =)

From then onwards, Sam tried not to disturb her no matter how much he missed her. He just keeps it to himself. He cut down on his phone calls to her and his messages. He only greets her on MSN and won't chat long because she should be studying for her final exams.

Today, Sam went out with his friends the whole day so he didn't have time to message or MSN June. Moreover, June's exam is just 2 days away. He didn't want to distract her but in the end; Sam received a message from her saying they are slowly becoming strangers to each other.

"Oh God, can you please tell me what she wants from me? When I gave her too much attention, she says I'm forcing an answer out from her. When I just didn't spoke to her for a day, she thinks that something had gone wrong. I'm just respecting her request. Oh God, please guide me..." Sam ranted followed by a louder sigh.

Sam kept thinking how to reply June's message.

Sam thought, "If I reply 'Hey! You are the one who asked me not to distract you because you needed to study for your exams!' she might be hurt and couldn't study. What if I reply 'Hey. You think too much la. I was out the whole day with my buddies. How's your day? You should be studying! Ask you don't miss me so much d' she might think that I'm flirting her, trying to force an answer from her."

Sam became more confused but in the end, she went for the latter of two options but he took out "Ask you don't miss me so much". At least that will give her the peace in mind that he still cares.

Out of a sudden, Sam realized that he wasn't driving anymore. He was walking on this misty road. He began to panic. He couldn't remember how he ended here but he brushed the thought aside. All he cares now is June's reply for his message. Sam thought maybe he was too busy thinking how to reply June's message that he sub-consciously parked his came somewhere and started walking. So now he only needs to look for his car and he'll be fine.

*TEET*

"I thought you didn't want to care about me anymore. If you are already tired of me, please let me know. Yes. I've been studying the whole day. Are you home?"

Sam became speechless when he saw June's reply. Sam replied her,

"Good to hear that you are studying. I'm on my way home but somehow I can't find my car. Maybe I left it somewhere while thinking of you. Haha. Just joking. No intention to ask for the answer! Don't think so much la you. Go study!"

*TEET*

June replied.

"Are you alright? I tried to call you but couldn't get through. Where are you now? The service there is very bad is it? When I called, it says you are out of service area."

Sam replied.

"Ya. I'm fine. I just can't seem to figure out where am I now. It is so misty. I'll call you once I'm home. Don't worry about me. You should be worried about your exam. Go study! I'm always around to support you! Gambatte!

Sam walked deeper and deeper into the mist. He saw lights some distance away. He walked towards the lights. He saw a bridge. There was an old lady sitting next to the bridge.

Sam: Hi! May I know where am I?
Old Lady: How did you get here?
Sam: I don't know
Old Lady: Another lost soul..
Sam: LOST SOUL?!?!

*TEET*

June replied.

"Where are you? My friend told me she saw a crushed car that look exactly like you car. She told me the car was hit badly by a bus. I'm now on the way to the accident place. Please tell me you are fine. I'm worried."

Suddenly, Sam remembered. After he read June's message, he saw a very bright light in front of him and the next thing he remember was walking on the misty road thinking how to reply June's message.

*TEET*

June message again.

"SAM! This is not funny! Please reply me! I'm now at the accident place. It is your car. I'm sure. I can never forget how your car looks like. Please don't play anymore tricks with me. They told me the accident happens an hour ago but you were still replying my message half an hour ago! I can't call you! If you want an answer, the answer is YES! I want to be with you. I was too afraid to admit. I love you and I need you. I'll do anything you asked. I don't want to play anymore! Please! I beg you! Please come out! Please call me!"

Sam tried to call her but there was no service.

Old Lady: Young man. It's impossible to call to the mortal world. It's time for you to cross the bridge.
Sam: Just give me a moment. Let me reply her message.
Old Lady: I don't think she'll receive it.
Sam: Let me try. Please....
Old Lady: OK. A dead man's last wish...(sigh)

Sam reply...

"June, I'm glad and happy that at last I got your answer. But our happy memories will only remain as memories. I want to be with you as well but now it is all too late. I need to go. I wouldn't want to see you cry. You should be happy because you are the last woman I'll ever love. Be strong. Be happy. Always remember, I'm always around to support you. Gambatte!"

Sam crossed the bridge.

June received the last message by Sam. She broke down in tears.

~o~

Life is unpredictable. Sometimes we question our self too much that we began to be too afraid to do anything at all, especially in love. Follow your heart. Show those people you love how much you love them before it's too late. Do not only appreciate when they are gone. Appreciate every moment when they are still around. Do not live a day to regret what you should have done and what you shouldn't have done. What's the point of regretting when you know you can't turn back time.

And, do not read messages or reply messages while driving! It's dangerous!

Cheers!